it doesn't feel like four weeks ago.
I don't feel like I've had you since four weeks ago.
We don't have that many even left to go.
How is this happening?
How come I can't feel it yet?
Or how come I don't know.. yet?

Everything feels like it is slipping out of place.
Sliding into a new position.. and I'm not moving.
Everything is beginning to change.

I feel like I've betrayed you because you didn't want to stay.
Is it my fault?
Should it be my fault?

Is it going to be okay this way?