I feel like:
Sleeping feels.
like Drowning feels.
like Deterioration feels.
like Heartbeats feel.
like your Nightmare feels.
because my Nightmares you feel, only.

I sink and you float,
You above, me below
But it's what be both chose,
just- you won't know.
We both chose to accept
My remorse, your regret.

"I think I'll buy the flowers myself."

I feel like It Feels When You Can't Find Your Health.